Our level of ability to hope in God is in direct proportion to how much time we dwell on Him, abide in Him, listen to Him. My ability to Hope in Him is related to how well I know God. How well I know God relies largely to how much I soak in the words He has given me.
Run to the Scriptures friend, The Holy Spirit inspired them, and through them, He will nourish your heart.
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