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thoughts just get inserted

One of the ways people in Eastern Ukraine were turned to Russia was the turning off of Ukrainian news and allowing only Russian propaganda (RT) into the region. The more you hear one side, the harder it is to comprehend both sides.

I heard a sermon on thoughts yesterday. The speaker reminded us that there are three sources of thought. Truth from God, lies from the devil and our own head.

A couple of weeks ago I read a guy who said we can’t stop thoughts that come into our head, but we have a choice of what to do with them.

The preacher said we have to recognize truth like a bank teller recognizes real money, thus making counterfeit money stand out. How? Bank tellers handle the real thing and thus they spot the fake.

Well, C. S. Lewis tells us we need reminding, and that this reminding comes in the form of “holy reading”… what I call daily devotional reading of the Bible.

I never cease to find a lack of otherwise committed Christians who don’t put enough emphasis on Bible reading because “I’m not moved by it.” Or “it has become dry.”

So what?

You eat even though you may not have your favorite food in front of you, don’t you?

You have time for social media don’t you? Is your life a seeking after pleasure, experience and feeling? Or do you discipline yourself, as Willard taught us, to train your heart and mind. Paul told us in Rom. 12:1-2 to renew our mind.

This involves Bible reading for the sake of handling truth enough that when lies are inserted by the enemy of truth, we can recognize and reject those lies. As Paul said to the Corinthians, “taking every thought captive for Christ.”

Lies will come.

What we do with them is the question.

How we’ve trained ourselves for that is key to what we do with them.

As Spurgeon urged, don’t have a conversation with people until you do so with God, read your Bible, pray. Develop the discipline and then you can deal with the lies that are bound to come!

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Fail

We have all failed.

God’s Grace is greater than all my sin.

Sometimes we remember the former and forget the latter. When we forget Grace, our heads and hearts get all tied up with that failure. Fail is a book that is intended to help us get untied.

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I am always looking for resources to read and discuss with the leaders I am privileged to work with. I’m picky as to what I want to invest time reading, I’m not looking for is the next “hot item.” Often, I’ll let a book sit out there for a long while before I get it. Let the other guys do the “weeding” is my method. When Fail came out, that was my plan.

But I got a direct tweet from a brother who I greatly respect (and you should, by the way, follow on Twitter @MattSmethurst) linking me to TGC’s review. It was by Scotty Smith and was helpful. Some train rides had allowed me to get caught up on some reading and on Thursday Matt’s message caught my eye again. Somewhere between Kyiv and Vinnitsya I downloaded J.R.Brigg’s book and began reading. On Sunday as I returned to Kyiv on the train, I finished it.

As I see it, this book is J.R.’s story of dealing with failure and how he took a very difficult ministry experience and, facing his insecurities, sometimes head on, sometimes not, he found the Grace of God to press on through the hurt and through the tears. There is a lot of hurt and tears out there in the ministry world and that is certainly reflected on the pages of this book.

Through his conferences ( http://www.epicfailevents.com/ ) J.R. Briggs has been used by God to facilitate a lot of healing of Christian leaders. This book seems to be an attempt to take that teaching and make it more readily available.

If you read this book and score high on the Myers-Briggs “feeling” temperament, you will love it. If, on the other hand you score high on the “thinking” end of the spectrum, you may wrestle with some of the stories and the tears. Too bad. Read the book.

If you read this book and think, “Huh, he talks about pastors all the time, this must not be for me.” No. It is for all of us. Read the book.

If you read the book and wonder if the implied goal of a “robust theology of failure” was actually acomplished. I did too. Doesn’t matter. Read the book.

If you heard that there need to be more stories of reconciliation with the people who hurt us, that’s a fair critique. I don’t care. Read the book.

Are you a follower of Jesus who fails? Read the book.

But here is what really stands out to me, EVERY elder, deacon, vestryman or whatever you are called in every church should read this book. If that would happen, lay leaders of local churches could get a window of how HARD ministry is and support their pastors better.

I’m especially grateful for J.R.’s take on the idol (my word) of success in USA churches (we have, sadly, successfully exported this idol to much of the world). He is spot on regarding “success.”

His “Recommended Resources” is especially helpful as well “Guiding Questions for Pastors and Leaders.” These may very well be worth the price of the book.

But the main reason I want you to buy Fail is the clear, concise (there’s a little meandering, but not too much) system of laying out the case for spiritual development and coaching within it. If you (whether pastor, ministry leader or lay leader or simply a follower of Jesus) will begin using the tools Briggs gives you, you will grow through the crap of life and be better equipped so that God can use you to help others who are hurting. Read the book.

The one area I wish was expanded was sabbath. But no worries, read
Dan Allender’s Sabbath AFTER you read Fail. Upon further reflection and review of my highlights, this is a very important read, make the time and read the book!

Got it?

Get it. click here and buy it and put it on TOP of your reading pile.

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Growth

For the several years I’ve been coming to Orahovica, the hill behind my colleagues house lay fallow. Weeds and grasses and wildflowers grew with no human tending. I’ve seen riders on horses, even in snow!

Yesterday morning when sitting in the back garden enjoying some coffee, scripture and prayer I noticed something different.

Corn.

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I asked Jeremy about it and he said they had planted it 3 weeks ago. It was really growing. “Rested ground produces fruit” was my response.

To strive in work to accomplish some ambition may be personally fulfilling for a season, but fruit from God comes from trusting in him enough to get biblical rest. Too many leaders are running around doing this and that and are running on empty because we refuse to rest, or when we do sit down, it is to catch up on what’s happening on Fb.

Ponder what our spiritual condition could be like if we would close the Fb app and invest that time in scripture and prayer. As the writer of Hebrews said: consider (make a careful study of, focus attention on) Jesus.

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Happy (CEO) New Year!

July 1 begins CEO’s new ministry year and it’s appropriate that I begin the year riding trains.

One of the many things I love about my job is the travel. The more complicated the better.

For example, today I missed the train I planned to take. But yesterday when I bought my ticket the kind lady gave me a booklet of timetables for all the Lake Balaton trains (and ferries). So I found another train going to the same place 40 minutes later from another Budapest station. So I jumped on a train to that station. When I got there I learned that train was 50 minutes late. So, I saw a train going to a kind of hub city near the lake and jumped on.

My idea was that I might find a local train going to the lake and still be way early for the conference I’m speaking at this week. We will be studying Isaiah 53: Jesus the suffering servant.

So now I’m on a train that will take me all the way to my destination. I figured it out by using the guide and stepping out. Kind of like following Jesus, studying the Bible and stepping out behind him. Our “success” will depend on how closely we study and depend on him. Especially when things cause us to need 3 trains instead of 1. We just persevere, or as Paul said “press on” and seek the contentment he offers for the journey in this “new year.”

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“go through”

I got off my overnight flight from Washington to London in pretty good shape. (Yes, I’m writing at 2 am since my body clock thinks it’s 8pm.) The reason I was in pretty good shape was that I had been upgraded to the business section to make room in economy for someone. It would seem that my miles status plays in my favor when flights are oversold and they need to move people around to open space. Regular customers who have certain point status move toward the front of the plane to open seats for passengers who have tickets but no seats. In this case I was the beneficiary of the oversold flight. By moving me and a couple of other people around, a family of four got seats! And I got better rest. I am thankful.

Now I have been building points for a while and had gained some perks (like skipping lines and such) but had never yet risen to the level to go and hang out in the lounge.

The lounge, I had heard, was this welcoming, restful place where there were spacious comfortable chairs, ample food and beverage of all kinds and people taking away dirty dishes as soon as you finished (yes, I said dishes), wifi, TV, tables to work at, computers to work at, and get this… USA plugs for charging gadgets, no need to dig for adapters. I had even heard that these places were quiet. That concept of quiet is absent from any airport I’ve ever spent four hours in, especially Heathrow terminal 3.

The main way people gain access to the lounge, it seems, is to buy a business or first class ticket. If you’ve ever, out of curiosity, checked the price on these tickets, you know why I fly economy. But that ticket price gets you a lot if you can afford it: space, comfort, better food (brought to you in courses not just on a tray), and service. And I don’t mean a little better. I mean you get all the attention you could wish for. If you can afford it, you really can get what you pay for, and you get the lounge.

Friends who were more frequent flyers than I had told me about these places and I hoped to see and experience it one day when I had enough points to reach that level (that’s the other way in, go up through the frequent flyer program). But I had not seen such a place.

Until yeaterday.

The way to gain entrance is to be invited in. There is an airline employee at the front who examines your boarding pass. See, your boarding pass contains a good deal more information about you than just your name, date, gate, flight and seat numbers. If you’re a member of the mileage program, it also tells your level. My boarding pass stated that I was one level below entry. I was not quite good enough.

It has become my routine to go to a paid lounge (for those who don’t have the proper credentials but wish the perks of a lounge and are willing to part with about $60 for a couple hours service) to take a shower. For about $15 I can grab a shower and put on clean clothes and it really makes the rest of the traveling day way more pleasant. Just beyond the entrance to this paid lounge, which is actually a pub with a buffet, is the entrance to the lounge.

My dad used to say “the worst they can say is ‘no.'”

So I went in and spoke to the gatekeeper. He check my membership number, looked on his computer, saw my status, listened to my request, asked for my boarding pass, looked back at the computer, and said…

“Go through.”

Whoa. I went through, away from the crowds, the noise, into a restful place where there is space, quiet and USA plugs to charge my gadgets.

See, I didn’t really measure up to get in. I didn’t deserve to go in to this place of plenty, quiet and rest. The guy at the desk extended grace.

Someday, if there were to be a gate keeper in heaven who asked me why he should let me in, I’d tell them, because of the work of Jesus that I have faith in, Jesus has invited me in. I don’t measure up. I don’t have enough points, but He’s the owner, he made the place, paid for my ticket, and invited me in.

If there were such a gatekeeper, and after death you found yourself there and we’re asked why you should be allowed to enter that place of rest, what would you say?

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lasting marriage: how? watch and listen carefully

These three guys have over a 100 years of marriage between them. I listened carefully, they are telling you the truth, they KNOW what they’re talking about.

<p><a href=”http://vimeo.com/24636925″>Piper, Carson, and Keller on Sustaining the Covenant of Marital Love</a> from <a href=”http://vimeo.com/gospelcoalition”>The Gospel Coalition</a> on <a href=”https://vimeo.com”>Vimeo</a&gt;.</p>

According to Matt Smethurst, of TGC,  its the most watched video ever at TGC. There is a reason. This can help you or someone you love.

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