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scoffing prayer?

Consider this:

“And the people stood by, watching, but the rulers scoffed at him, saying, ‘He saved others; let him save himself, if he is the Christ of God, his Chosen One!'”
(Luke 23:35 ESV)

Do we sometimes pray like these rulers?

What I’m thinking about it this… do we sometimes pray without belief? With no faith? No trust?

Like this: “You won’t do this, God; but I’ll ask just to see.”

What these rulers didn’t know, didn’t believe, is that he WOULD save others. He WOULD rise from the dead (thus saving himself).

God is at work on our behalf and he hears and answers our prayers. In this case, suggesting that this ‘snarling’ of the leaders, as they watched Jesus on the cross, was a kind of prayer (the way some of us pray… just for discussion sake), it WAS answered.

He did save others, by dying and rising. So, if this HAD been a prayer, a faithless prayer, it was not answered according to their terms, it was answered according to God’s will – in His way, In His time.

See, I think that a prayer, in belief,  in faith, may be specific (like for $X by Y date for a certain need). But we must trust God enough to know that His answer will be good. And that no matter what His answer is (like $Z – – which is way below X), we truly rejoice in it (Hab. 3:17-18)!

Why?

Because we really trust that God is good.

Someone asked me why I don’t worry about money the way I once did? I replied that after what I’ve read in the Bible and what I’ve experienced in my life (READ BIG SUMMER STORY), I’d be a fool to not trust.

I pray in faith that God has our situation under control.

How? How have you moved from fear to faith?

Through what Willard called ‘the training of the heart and mind’ through dwelling with God in Scripture and prayer. Dwelling with Him in deepening relationship empowers me to trust Him to produce the right fruit, in and through me.

So, are we training our hearts and minds?

How many of our prayers are unbelieving prayers?

“God, please help us get deep enough with you that our prayers are in your will before they arrive in our mind.”

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Keeping tuned in

“A practicing Christian must above all be one who practices the perpetual return of the soul into the inner sanctuary,…” – Thomas Kelly

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Paul on serving in humility

Brothers, if anyone is caught in any transgression, you who are spiritual should restore him in a spirit of gentleness. Keep watch on yourself, lest you too be tempted. Bear one another’s burdens, and    so fulfill tthe law of Christ. For if anyone thinks he is something, when he is nothing, he deceives himself. (Gal. 6.1-3 ESV)

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Devotional Classics

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Devotional Classics.

This has been a very helpful tool during my ongoing period of seeking spiritual nurture. God has met me numerous times as I have prayed through this material.

Even though I’m no longer in solitude, I continue to work through this helpful collection.

I reccommend it as a tool in your spiritual development library.

(pic is fuzzy ‘cuz I was on a train)

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weakness into strength

Why is it SO hard for we humans to admit our weakness and cry out to God:

“You must do this, for I can not!”

When we truly “get this” we will be able to begin training our mind and heart to follow Christ, to walk with God.

Until then, at best, we are well meaning people following other well meaning people. Who are you following?

Does the level of peace in your life show it? Or are you overwhelmed by getting through the struggles of life?

Be careful of following a leader who is “certain” of the direction he has laid out and “strives to achieve.”

Rather, follow Christ who excelled in humility and sought to bring glory to his Father.

To whom are we bringing glory?

Cry out like a tax collector:

Lord Jesus Christ, Son of God, Saviour, have mercy on me, the sinner.

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joy #thankful

WARNING: THIS POST IS ABOUT EXPERIENCE AND FEELINGS CONTINUE AT YOUR OWN RISK

I awoke this morning filled afresh with joy and hope! Thanks be to God!

This just popped up on my phone:

Isaiah 43:4 ESV

Because you are precious in my eyes, and honored, and I love you,
I give men in return for you,
peoples in exchange for your life.

I was pleasantly surprised by an email from an old friend. It was a joy to hear from him! As I wrote to him, I realized how very full of joy I was.  Here is an excerpt of my answer to him…

“this trip has been amazing. God has shown up in pretty amazing ways (as you blog followers have read about). He continually shows up in unexpected and unimmaginable ways.

I just thanked him that as I begin year 57 I feel the closest to him, maybe ever, love Anna more than ever, could not be prouder of our family (especially III & Lee), I feel healthier than I have in 15 months (and THAT is huge) and I get to serve Him daily.

I am blessed way better than I deserve and growing in my gratitude to Him.”

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